im a hypocrite.

I tell my friends they have to eat when I don't.
I tell them they shouldn't listen to what others say but I do.
I tell them they shouldn't cut when I do.
I tell them life's worth living when I've tried to kill myself.
I tell them to be happy when I'm battling depression.
I tell them not to be anxious when I have anxiety attacks everyday.
I tell them I'll never leave when I know I'm going to...